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Victim Of Circumstance

by Derek Smyth

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1.
One But Five 03:53
the slightest drop puts the mind at ease I know it wrong just let me be I try to fight the voice inside you don’t understand its not 1 its 5 when your minds made up But I can’t decide you choose from one i’m screaming inside I try my best to be the one you don’t understand this mind hunts me down with a mind filled up Like a summer breeze It won’t shut down or let me be I know they say it will fade away an ill pack my bags and I’ll make my own way the slightest drop puts the mind at ease I know it wrong just let me be I try to fight the voice inside you don’t understand its not 1 its 5 the slightest drop puts the mind at ease the slightest drop puts the mind at ease
2.
Satellite 04:01
Satellite, whisk across the darkness tonight watch and wait to see them break again hidden fears won’t change their destined fate Thoughts and deeds may break the spell below Making fun of those gone before Tyre mark across their empty soul try to break the chain not pass it on Stars at night shine a light to guide homeless home you watch and wait but nothing changes their faith Same old ships running aground again Thoughts and deeds may break the spell below Making fun of those gone before Tyre mark across their empty soul try to break the chain not pass it on Satellite, float around the dark an empty space sinners choose their own finale faith hurting hearts with no one else to blame Thoughts and deeds may break the spell below Making fun of those gone before Tyre mark across their empty soul try to break the chain not pass it on Thoughts and deeds may break the spell below Making fun of those gone before Tyre mark across their empty soul try to break the chain not pass it on
3.
Do you remember how we meet On that warm August night Your heart was breaking when I entered your life the midwife cheap perfume Polluted the room so we slipped to the hallway to dance in the moon and you danced and you danced and you danced for the lost Texas rose and you danced and you danced and you danced for the lost yellow rose I remember staring through cracked window pane naming the stars as you drove in the rain Well you mother she said she'd be joining them soon And I remember her silent as she lay in the room and you danced and you danced and you danced her up to the moon and you danced and you danced and you danced her up to the moon I remember tar stain on fresh painted wall from cigarette smoke that peppered us all What harm will it do its only 40 a day the scared heart was smiling and stole her away and you danced and you danced and you danced because she made us all smile then you danced then you danced then you danced when he followed her smile though the stories are old and bring back a world where I understand the tear in your eyes If I could do this again I wouldn't pretend that you weren't crying at the end of the aisle the last time we meet and we dance once again beneath the light of an autumn moon glow And never forget the joy that you bring when you're dancing up on your toes and we danced and we danced and we danced like a mother an child and we danced and we danced and we danced with the love of my life
4.
they lived down the valley, outside of town, where everyone feared to live in a boarded-up shack, with its windows painted back, keeping their secret hid Momma drank to heavy and daddy punched too much, as the kid hid under his bed Dreaming of the day he’d run away and cops would say the day now he goes to school each day in the hope to break away but you ignore the simple signs and looked the other way What you gonna do, when he’s not at school What you gonna say, when he runs away What you gonna do when he's on the news what you gonna do when he comes for you On the 4th of July, he dried up his eyes and opened his shackles and chains, took a gun from the locker and shot the mother fucker and left him dying in pain, in the town, they were shouting that monster was a coming in the guise of a 12 yearly boy so they pulled down the shutter & ducked down for cover in the hope, he’d go away now he looks to you for help but you turned the other way the painful ugly truth you tried to wash away What you gonna do, when he’s not at school What you gonna say, when he runs away What you gonna do when he's on the news what you gonna do when he comes for you He rode into town to show the angry crowd the scars they tried to forget from falling down a stairs in a single story house or so his father said We’ll the crowd blame each other and the sister and the mother for looking the other way the child starts laughing as the cops were passing with the sign of“serve and protect. What you gonna do, when he’s not at school What you gonna say, when he runs away What you gonna do when he's on the news what you gonna do when he comes for you he put his guns on the ground to show everyone, but they shot him straight in his head Another dirty matter fixed with the hammer and barrel as the media tried to explain. kids on computers were creating all these shooters and parents were sparing the rod and crowd felt better cause the kid was a nutter and they shuffled on home to bed What you gonna do, when he’s not at school What you gonna say, when he runs away What you gonna do when he's on the news what you gonna do when he comes for you
5.
Well I’m waiting for my Baby I waiting for the train to come Well I’m waiting for my Baby I waiting for the train to come sitting here waiting, waiting since the crack of dawn Well I waiting for my baby Waiting for her to come back home Well I waiting for my baby Waiting for her to come back home I’m siting here waiting like a dog with a bone Now the mice keep squealing she’s pawning out the barn No the cats keep saying that girl gonna do you wrong But I ain’t seen another mule kicking around in the barn Well I hear that train a coming and she’s screaming like a horn Well I hear my babe a coming It time I be moving on Cause I ain’t got enough space for two mule in my barn So I left her sitting waiting left her sitting all alone I pack my bags and memories Headed on back home to a fine and pretty lady That ain’t go to fool around Well I’m waiting for my Baby I waiting for the train to come Well I’m waiting for my Baby I waiting for the train to come and I’m done sitting round waiting for that girl to come
6.
I’m Sitting here all alone Waiting for the time to come but I never go and I’m waiting from my train to come waiting for my way back home I guess you got hold of me I guess got me all the way down You fought your way inside my heart ripped this gentle soul apart with your fist so cold I see the hatred rise inside The devil dances with your soul tonight you set the wheels in motion you set the wrong direction Now I’m gone I waited here to talk to you you slapped my face and push me too my knees This time I’m done I waited on in hope to see you’d stop your shit and just love me And I guess you caught me off my guard but I ain’t gonna le break my heart but not this time Now I stepped upon the freedom train And hope we never meet again any times too soon And I hope tear yourself apart When think about your bitter heart And Im never coming back to you never coming back no matter what you do And I guess you caught me off my guard but I ain’t gonna le break my heart but not this time
7.
Saoirse 03:26
I hear the song of distant curlews Calling out to remember you I hear the noise of angels moving over the field in the mountain dew And this song is not a sad one cause I know you’re all around And this song is not a sad one cause I know you’re still around I hear your voice upon the soft wind Reaching out When I needed you I feel your beat through a rocky walls like your mum did before you And this song is not a sad one cause I know you’re all around And this song is not a sad one cause I know you’re still around
8.
Well I woke this morning thinking I was dead but I was wrong and I peer out the window pane at all the smiling faces man their wrong So I finish off the whiskey Laying on my bed since you've and shuffle down the stairway in the hope, my troubles were gone long gone have you ever wondered why have you ever wondered why this world gets you down So dragged my shitty ass screaming through the door to meet the world surrounded by the pigeons Dragging me down when I need to soar So their standing on the sidewalk screaming out their problems on a phone Pouring their derision on a static piece of code called a wall and have ever wonder why ever wondered why this world gets you down Now the sun is going down and the crazies come out to play Talking about the future the problem of the world that’s new today pushing the same bullshit they push around every day They couldn’t solve a problem no matter how much money they were paid have you ever wondered why have you ever wondered why this world gets you down Well I woke this morning thinking I have dead but I was wrong the bottle I had last night hadn’t fixed any of the worlds wrongs So I slipped under the covers until my aching head was gone and I’ll soar above those pigeons to let them fight it out on their walls have you ever wondered why have you ever wondered why this world gets you down
9.
Build a Wall 05:04
The fool on the hill looking down on you and me, can’t remember a time he was safe in his own sanity So he built a wall solid and strong with blood and guns memories gone So build a wall solid and strong We will lower you down when Camelot burns Lines on the slate marks out the cost of your hidden hate Passing your days like a scene in a Greek Tragedy So he built a wall solid and strong with blood and guns memories gone So build a wall solid and strong We will lower you down when Camelot burns And we've been here before the masses Cower behind a mad man's wall And the victims you can’t count suffer the blows of your egos war And people will rise taking hope when they see through true your twisted lies tear down the wall expose the weakness within you all So build a wall solid and strong We will lower you down when Camelot burns
10.
Old Fool 04:02
No room for an old fool like me No comfort from my memories lock the door, throw away the keys No home for an old fool like me remember the times I held your hand telling stories so grand eyes wide with all I knew But now you only see this fool The times remembered are a skewed the battered pictures littered the room to try to keep your vision in my head But now I can't seem to picture you No room for an old fool like me No comfort from my memories lock the door, throw away the keys No home for an old fool like me If my memory cease to be a stubborn recollection I can’t see empty thought inside my mind wipe memories of you from my eye Behind the trap door of my mind Repeat the same story every time shout your mouth and play with the this fool One day I won’t be here for you No room for an old fool like me No comfort from my memories lock the door, throw away the keys No home for an old fool like me No home for an old fool like me No home for an old fool like me
11.
Busted and Bruised From the time I meet you when you walked through my door I should have known what to do and my mama did say keep the wild one away I thought I knew more and I brought her on home what a fool I remember the day I caught her stray she gave me that smile shy said you want wild know what should I do Busted and Bruised From the time I meet you and I don’t deserve to get pushed around by the likes of you --------------- So he jump from the bed, put a knife in my head and I fell to the floor. then he ran out the door and left me dead On the 3rd day I rose and look down below and spotted a guy and he’s opened up a door for you 1 2 3 4 he slammed the door buckled you pride left you side all busted and bruised Now I’m Busted and Bruised From the time I meet you when you walked through my door I should have known what to do and I’m Busted and Bruised and I’m Busted and Bruised and I’m Busted and Bruised just like you

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released April 17, 2019

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Derek Smyth Melbourne, Australia

A miserable old git getting older by the day.

Predominately writing acoustics music for men and women of the Lycra wearing age.

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